Parents think i fail at life and i think im way better? help please

okay so im having a really hard time here

my life story:
my name is shantal im 15 years old and I have completly ran my life down the drain
starting in 4th grade.
I see theese really pretty populer girls all in a line down the stairs and I some ow...

became there friends I was always the ugly duckling till now (modling contracts...lots of them)
sooo there was a girl names tesina a girl named rayla f. a girl named bayla r. and a girl named bonne me and bonne were best frinds and we ended up breaking the group nt three me tesina and bayla sometimes rayla to we desied to some how break into a house and steal a bunch of things so we did and the day after I felt really bad about it so I went over to the house with my dad and told them what happend im the only one who got in trouble...
some how my dad never looked at me the same again any how I went on to 6th grade about 2 years later and I pretty much dated every guy that came into sight I really liked one of them but we had to break up at the vallentines day dance because I was moving to hawaii (I really did) as soon as I moved to hawaii my dad became really agresive tword me like every thing was my falt when something was wrong or missing so I turnd twords drugs and partying my dad was an alchiholic and was really mean always had been he and my really mom broke up because he beet her all the time and personal family issuse (my sister was being molested by his best friend) so I was berly at the house any more by 7th grade I just recently got to move in with my mom because he started getting even more aggresive and now im in a house with a milatary person (my moms husband) and my mom has really bad issus depression egsiaty mentl problems from her jeans she enharreted anyways I dont think there giving me the full chance to bounce back I've only been here for about 4 mothes and they think im not going to be succsesful and fail at life just because im used to the whole party out thing I just dont know how to take care of my problem so if any one could help I sure woul appreciat it...

The best thing you can do is try real hard to take care of your issues. Try hangin out with different groups of people or focusing on better things like taking up a hobby or some activity like a sport or band (that's what I did). Show them that you are not a failure at life, you just had some roadblocks, and you're trying to overcome those roadblocks. Spend time with your mom. like go out to lunch or shopping, you know mother-daughter things. That'll make you happy and her happy.hearts;

okay people I cant go out with my mom to malls or lunch she has agorafobia
meaning shes scared of crownds or stores...stuff like that