I have feelings for my ex still, what should i do?

k so as of today,..

I feel realy bad for my x boyfriend josh.like I saw him tody at
skatepark..the first time we;v seen eaach othr in 3 months! basicaly I
broke up wit him like in april because I liked anothr guy..and I pretty
much broke his heart as...

he told me.like he literaly came up to me the
day after I broke up wit him and told me how much I hurt him..and at
the time I didnt really have time to feel guilty because I was distractd by
my new boyfriend.

but omg when I saw him today and we talked for a lil..I could see in his
eyes that he was stil sumwut hurt..and I feel horrible abt what I did to
him.and like now I want to call him and apologize.because I never apoligizd
to him when we broke up.

now I feel realy guilty.and to make matters worse, I kind of like him again. im just afraid to call him and apologize because I lied to him when we broke up. I sed we shoud break up because my mom ddidnt want me to date older guys (hes older than me).but the TRUTH was that I liked a dif guy...and I realy want to b honest wit josh and tel him.

im just scared he'l get mad at me and not ever want to talk to me agian...because we just talkd today for the first timee in a long time.and I felt that spark again. I don't know ther's just something dif about josh,,,something that I really love abt him.he alwys made me feel special, and realy did care abt me ..the only prob was that we only saw each othr 1x a week but we still emailed, etc

omg you guys im so confusd what do I do?? and im also afraid that if I get back togethr wit him agian, that il like another guy or get sik of the long distance thing,and break up wit him (again)

help!!

Ummm? Tell him the truth and ask him 2 forgive you and give him a lil hug and you probably want 2 tell him you have feelings 4 him and then ask him how he feels about u? 3hope tell me if I helped you out a bit? [:

I think you should just tell him the truth. If he really loves you then he will understand that you didn't mean to mess up and he will be happy to be back with u. Hope I helped!

Well if you still have feelings 4 him the you should tell him aur sorry and the real reason why you broke up wit him and ask him to get back together

Do You think hes still interested in you? If he is I think you should really ask yourself Do I reallly like him? cause if you and him reconnect and then you realize that you dont like him (which happens to me a lot) then that will hurt him even more and probably ruin chances of friendship. I dont think he'll get mad at you because you liked another guy. That is the reason most people break up. Good Luck. Just ask me if you need any more help!

well first you need to decide who you want to be with, if you dont think you can stay in one relationship for too long then havng one wth him now probably isnt the best thing to do
aso remember that youll probably hurt your now boyfreind when you break up with him too
as for telling him, yes, he probably wll get mad but the important thing is to be honest, that way he knows the truth about what happened. so do tell him, you can even suggest the two of you be close friends and maybe hang out sometime
and I would say only if your thinking of getting back together wth him then tell him how special he makes you feel and that
also if you do want to get back with him (first break up with your boyfreind lol) long distance relationships can work
but only if both parties involved can handle it
constant comunication by things like e-mail, letter, txt, phone call ect is the key to long distance relationships
hope that helped :]

ooh wow! hah I thnk you should always say teh truth first!
and see how things go from there... dont be afraid to express infact tell him that he can express too. if you find out that you start to like him while your with your new boyfriend.. then you gott amake a reall true descion because it does hurt!
but honestly someone who still has feelings for you or tells you how he feels after a break up means that he may last longer tehn anyone.. like he really cared about u!
soo be wise this time in what you choose. TRY your best to see your new boyfriend and find the x boyfriend and compare if you can hah
talk to both (at dif. times thou lol) and jusss sit back and observe!!
honestly I don't know bout your real life and stuff but if I was you I would choose teh one you broke up with because you should be glad that you have a boyfriend who cared bout you and at least you had contact with him!!! try not to be sick be sure make sure you have teh endurance.. im sure ull make the bestest choice in watver you choose to do!
well hope I helped if not soorry!!! )) good luck chicaaa