Old feelings comeing back

I dated this guy and it wasent for long we deffinatly rushd in my friend introduced us well we tlked on the phone and aim well any ways he broke up with me && I knew I really loved him than he broke up with me because we rushed in than we didnt tlk for a long time then we did and weve been friends for a good aount of time now 2yrs may b and than my friend who introduced us who I spent many times with crying my eyes out in front of her bc I still love him, she started dateing them I was soo upset but I knew they werent gana lst now they don't even tlk. now a few days ago I startd dateing my friend I really like and I get a call from my ex I still love and hes like we should hang out because were just friends soo its cool && I have taught myself just to think of him as a friend than lst night we hung out me went to eat saw my horses went for a long walk than were laying down under the stars it was really nice than id tickle him and his hands would just stay on me sumtimes than adventually we were just holding each other staying warm and it was nice @ 1 time he stroked my hair and told me he really cares about me && just wants me to b happy && I know he only wants to b friends suposivly thats what hes been saying for a long time but if he wants me to b happy than he should know for me to b happy I have to b with him && than again its my boyfriend birthday today and all I can think about is how amazing last night was nuthing happend but just holding each other and I loved every moment of it even tho we were getting eatin by bugs lol...any advice?

well I think that you should go back to your ex. he seems as though he really cares about you and would always be there for you. you should always be with someone who makes you happy. if you force yourself to be with someone who is just a cover up for the person you really love thats just not love. tell your present boyfriend about your problem and try to talk things out.

yeh well dumping my boyfriend and telling my ex how I still really feel wasent the best idea I guess I don't know I miss the guy I broke up with and my ex well all he had to say was sry && he wishhed I cold have what I wanted..