Not sure about being married

I BEEN WITH MY HUSBAND SINCE I WAS 15. HAD A KID AT AGE 17 AND MARRIED HIM AT AGE 18. THEN HAD A KID AT AGE 19. THERE HAS BEEN ALOUT OF CHEATING IN THE RELATIONSHIP MOSTLY DONE BY HIM. IM NOT GOING TO LIE I DID GO OUT ON HIM ONCE. AND AT THAT POINT I REALIZED THERE WAS SO MUCH MORE OUT THERE. WE BOTH STOP IT AND HAVE BEEN A FAMILY FOR THE PAST 2 years NOW IM 25 years OLD. AND IM VERY UNHAPPY I HAVE CHANGED SO MUCH AND GROWN OUT OF THE KID I WAS. SOME TIME I WANT TO LEAVE BUT FINANCIALY I CAN. IM SO BORD AND HE IS NOT THAT GREAT TO ME HE DISRESPECTFUL TO ME ALL THE TIME STILL.. HE IS VERRY SELFISH. I WANT TO MAKE IT WORK FOR THE KIDS BUT I REALY THINK THE LOVE IS GONE, DONT THINK IT WILL EVER COME BACK. WHAT SHOULD I DO TRY FOR THE KIDS OR JUST THINK ABOUT MYSELF AND SPLIT. NOT KNOWING WHAT WILL HAPPEN?

you should think about yourself and split. besides, the kids will be much better off if you and your husband separate. a child will be much happier with parents who are happy apart, rather then with parents who are together and hate each other.

Never stay together for the sake of the kids - that's the worst thing you can do.

You owe it to yourself to get out and find happiness. At least that way, the kids have one happy parent instead of growing up with two miserable ones.