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the idea is great for calling those numbers the only prob is I dont want my parents knowing that I still want to kill myself but I will try is there anything else to do if there is not then its ok uve done enough ps(which number is better?)

well, make the calls in private. we all have choices and remember it is always darkest before the dawn. sometimes I wanna crawl up in to a corner and never speak again, or sometimes wish that when I go to sleep I wont wake up, then I look at my kid sister and think, how selfish could I be?!

someone you love and care about has just hung themselves.
how are you ever going to move on?
would you ever be able to stop the feelin of wantin to rip out your insides and just needing to scream?
life is probably hard but talk 2 someone.
things, no matter how bad they seem, are not worth your life. they never will be worth your life.
suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.

thx and also should I call those numbers? or should I not? the editor gave me them