Need help getting over him

its kinda a long story, but ill try to shorten it...

In january I dated a guy and we dated and everything was great, we didnt say I love you until we meant it and we both were virgins and gave ourselfs to each other. he always said things like he wanted to be with me forever. have kids when we were older and get married, all that kinda stuff, when we kissed (for me, dunno about him) it was major fireworks and we loved spending time with each other. I hate to admit this (mostly for the part coming up more into the story ) but im only 15, some people dont think you can be in love that young but I say otherwise.

Anyways it was perfect..but of course something went wrong. or I wouldnt be asking for help lol. we ended up breaking up.. because he said things just werent the same anymore between us :S.. pretty much out of the blue. well a week later I found out I was pregnant (thats the part) and I told him of course.. but he still didnt want to be with me. I told him I would wait for him because he was something special and well now im due in 7 weeks! and nothing has changed. we see each other in school and we have the same friends, and it has kicked in that I really am pregnant but still nothing:S.. he has dated 3 other girls since we broke up and liked 8 all together (but they didnt date him because they thought he should be with because of whats happening). a lot of people tell me hes just looking for a girl to screw around with. but a lot of people tell me that hes so confused, scared and doesnt know what to do and will come around when the baby comes. I dont think he will tho.

I have talked to him about 'us' happening again a couple of times but he told me we're never gunna happen again. and I believe him, we probably arent. but I cant get over him its driving me crazy!!! I think about him all the time, cry over him all the time, talk about him all the time. and other guys have taken interest in me too. but I cant seem to be with anyone else. I want to wait for him and im willing too. but the down part is the pain from not knowing if im waiting for nothing ......

Anything really would help from anyone.. advice on getting over him, if I should wait, even stuff about the baby (hes a boy). I would turn to friends or family but I always think there just telling wut I want to hear or trying to be nice. and strangers of course would be more to willing to tell me if im living in some fantasy.

Thanks!
-Amy

LETS PUT IT THIS WAY... YOU'RE SCREWED. I DONT want to SOUND HARSH, BUT HE IS AN AS*H*LE. IMEAN, IF YOU BOTH WERE TOGETHER WAS BECAUSE YOU CARED ABOUT EACH OTHER... RIGHT??? BUT YOU SEE, IN SOME CASES YOU ARE ALWAYS WILLING TO DO MORE FOR HIM THEN HE WOULD DO FOR YOU!
ABORTION????? WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT THAT WORD???? SCARE YOU???? I MEAN, IT ISN'T A GOOD THING, BUT DO YOU want to RAISE A BABY ALONE. IT WAS A MISTAKE YOU MADE, SO WHY DON'T YOU GET RID OF IT? AGAIN.... AM SORRY FOR HOW IT SOUNDS, BUT AM JUST TELLING YOU THE FACTS. YOU'RE NO READY TO BE A MOTHER AND HE DEFENETELY ISN'T READY TO BE MAN!!!!! HE IS A LITTLE PUNK THAT DOESN'T DESERVE FOR ANY ONE TO CARE ABOUT HIM. AM SORRY FOR WHAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH, BUT YOU SHOULD REALLY THINK THIS THROUGH... DO YOU REALLY WANT THIS BABY???? ARE YOU READY???? I MEAN, IS ONE THING YOU WANTING TO HAVE HIS CHILD, BUT YOU WEREN'T EXPECTING IT.... IT JUST HAPPENED. I FEEL FOR YOU AND I HOPE THAT YOU MAKE THE BEST CHOICE.... LET US KNOW WHAT HAPPENED OK???
TAKE CARE AND GOD BLESS....

TORONTO, ONTARIO....

hey, thanks for the advice but I guess I should have mentioned that I thought about abortion but I choose not to get one. and well now, im glad I didnt get one. I feel him kick all the time and have everything for him except his crib. and besides im 33 weeks :S.. abortion isnt even an option anymore.(iunno if you thought I said I was 7 weeks but im not...im 'due' in 7 weeks. and yes it did happen by accident but the baby himself isnt an mistake. im ready to be a mom and cant wait to see my baby. im keeping him for sure, with or without Bryan. I dont know, everyone has there own opinon and that was yours and this is mine.. I was just kinda looking for advice on if I should wait or not for Bryan :S... but like I said anything was welcome

hey, thanks for the advice but I guess I should have mentioned that I thought about abortion but I choose not to get one. and well now, im glad I didnt get one. I feel him kick all the time and have everything for him except his crib. and besides im 33 weeks :S.. abortion isnt even an option anymore.(iunno if you thought I said I was 7 weeks but im not...im 'due' in 7 weeks. and yes it did happen by accident but the baby himself isnt an mistake. im ready to be a mom and cant wait to see my baby. im keeping him for sure, with or without Bryan. I dont know, everyone has there own opinon and that was yours and this is mine.. I was just kinda looking for advice on if I should wait or not for Bryan :S... but like I said anything was welcome