How to cope with my controlling stepdad?

I wish my mother would actually get close to me, tell me she love's me! I know she doe's but, she's like me and doe'snt show her feelings! It's really hard to live with it's getting worser by the day & I know ill get kicked out again (because I get so frustrated)

This is what I mean my Stepdad has been in my mums life for 11years and not once have we had a propa convo... It's weriod be because he prefers the awkward silences and s**t stirring to my mom!

He control's my mom, he's drove her down to having no confidence at all! And I think he likes that! What do you think... Is this healthy? I certainly know it isnt!

Is anyone in the same shoe's as me?
I want to know how you cope, because im 17 (18- 2months!) and I dont feel my age anymore I feel older and worn down...

xx Jordan xx

I feel terible no1 has adviced u, so heres sumtin you could try tel someone about this stepdad of urz, by the sound of him he sounds creepy (no offence 2 your stepdad) but I dont like what hes doin 2 your mom and that may also affect u (n sounds as if it has) or you an your mom go shoppin an have a little talk about your stepdad, try 2 get her to open up an talk 2 u, try 2 be alone with her an tell her what he is doin , hes a control freak and you dont like it!! I dont want you 2 feel old when your 18 -_-'
Hope I helped ^_^