My so called "friend"

My friend Sarah and I have been friends since 6th grade, I am now in 8th. She has been my best friend. I did everything with her.
Well this year, I found out she has talked behind my back A LOT last year. And over the summer and the begginng of school this year, she has been like putting me down. Like since she is ugly (im sorry but I cannot lie, she is really ugly) so she wants to put me in the same state as her. UnHappy with herself...so she would like say mean stuff about the way I look.

I really want to end this relationship....and I have tried to sooo many times but we have been friends for so long that it is hard for me not to miss her. Like one day I would call her and I would say, " you are a baddd friend. Let's not be friends." But then the next day I would resist the urge to go up to her and talk to her! It is sooo hard. What should I do??I'm confused. I like hate her....but then I reallly like her.
Currently, we are friends again. She isn't being mean....right now. but it is hard for me to dump her..but then now that I think about it I like her.....

IM CONFUSED!!!!!!!! URGH! HELLP! WHAT SHOULD I DO TO NOT BE FRIENDS WITH HER? OR SHOULD I BE FRIENDS WITH HER? IF I DO BE FRIENDS WITH HER I WILL KNOW THAT SHE IS NOT A TRUE FRIEND BUT RATHER A B*TCH INSIDE!

HELLLLP!

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It hurts when you hear that someone has been talking behind your back and you have been friends for so long. I can understand where you are coming from and I am sure that a lot of other people would as well. Sometimes we have all been guilty of talking behind someones back especially females. I would look more at the way she is treating you by her actions rather than what you have heard from someonelse. If you have been really affected by what you have heard I say the best thing to do is go and have a quiet word with her directly and tell her how it made you feel to hear that she had been saying those things. Give her a chance to explain and hear her side of the story maybe she didn't say anything about you at all. I you hear her out directly it may give you a clearer picture of whether you still want to friendship to continue.

well....
actually she had told me she was talking behind my back.

im with tammial are what ever her name is you should talk to her and stiff maybe you did somthing to her and just dont know it and thats what cased her to say thoes things to u

I mean about u!!!!not to you cause she sad them behind your back so ya you know what I mean

Well...
no. I never did anything to her..I was a faithful friend. She even said I never did anything to her. SHe is just a bad friend trying to make me feel just as badly as her.