My family doesn't love/trird to kill my self

I'm always being picked on no one beleives me and I becoming more depressed because on it me and my sister used to me close but not any more and veryones on her side I trying to kill myself with 10 pills on ibephin and I'm still here what should I do to...

prove to my family that I'm cool to

You do not need to prove to anyone that you are cool. I know this means nothing to you, but I was there once. I was bullies very bad as a teen. I was stabbed in the stomach and almost failed school because I was so scared. I would leave for school in the morning and go and hide in the woods til the end of the night. I never thought I was pretty, I never thought I was smart. I am now a successful woman. I am a doctor in canada. I have a wonderful boyfriend and a great life. I was diagnosed with depression when I was 14 and have had to take meds. What I am trying to say is it will get better. When you are older, all those girls that picked on you will have kids by 17, be addicted to drugs and be going NO WHERE. Trust me, please.
My advice is go to your physician. Tell him or her what you said on this site. They can get help for you, often at little or no cost - and if you have insurance, it will cost you nothing.
If you want to talk, from someone who has been there - please sned me a funmail through this site.
Meg

Hunny, no ones more important more than u are.. provin ur cool is nothing, nothin at all.. because ppl will only start to like u because u do somthin for them, or because u have the coolest thing on the block.. and then when its over.. no one wanna know u no more, cos ur old news..

the main thing love, is ppl likein u for who u are.. thats hard, i agree.. hell it took me 7 years to find friends that were true, it took me like ages to get my family trust and think i was worth something.. and that im better than the kids they keep bangin on about... x

Hunny, i aint gonna pretend its easy, but take it from me and meg.. life sucks at ur age, but it just gets better and better, cos when ur growin up, u got things to prove, u wanna do things for ur self.. u wanna prove to the world that hang on, watch me be the best.. ... x

My advice would be, forget ur family for now, just prove to ur self ur worth something... i promise u and i mean this promise, but i promise u, once u look after ur self, go out there and tell the world ur gonna be better then n e one, u see how ppl run to u, then u can choose the ppl that u trust and mean the most to u love.. x

IMiz x

i tried to kill myself.. took 20 tylanols. went through the worst pain for hours and hours and was in the hospital for a couple days. i had hit the point where killing myself wasnt even an option.. i was like a zombie. my body just moved itself to the cupboard and grabbed the pills. i dont know how to explain it, but im sure u know what i mean. all i could think of was if i died all my pain would be gone. It does get better though, i promise you, please dont kill yourself, and please dont think that you need to prove to anyone that you are cool hunnie. i dont really know what to say but this really bothers me and if u want to talk in person u should call me because i want to help you but itd be so much easier if i talked to you. u can send me funmail if u would like to talk more or get my number or something. i want to help you, just try to not think so negativly about everything because im sure your an amazing person.

What do you say that no one beleives? Who prays on you and by what?

look i havent been in ur situation but i really feal for u. all i can say is dont kill uself u have so much more to live for