How can I fix this depression?

I've been depressed for a long time, and it's a huge story to tell why, but I can tell you why I am depressed now. I am alone, I'm fat, no real friends, like when I work in a differnt town that they live in, no one will let me stay night, or they make p weird excused like, I'm busy playing my video game. I have no family, my last one that I know is my mother, I have not seen my dad since I was three, I have not idea where he's at, I can't let go of the past, it effects me now, and makes me cry. I've been accused lot, I know I didn't do anything them. I have no knowledge of any family history. But the worst part is the loneliness, I am 24 sitting home alone every night, with no one to talk to, it's gotten so bad I've made up characters in my head, I've gotten so used to talking to them, now they seem real. Everybody says I'm a nice person, and that me making friends should be a piece of cake, but I hardly have any. I have no one to hangout with on the Holidays, Christmas and thanksgiving make me the most depressed, because people are hanging out with family or friends, and me I'm doing nothing. I think anyone understands me at all. I am a little slow to, I was born dead, so I had a lack of air to my brain at the one point,they made me retarted, I'm only mildly retarted. All this depression makes me think of suicidal thoughts all the time. The only problem, I guess I'm suppose to be a christian, but chrisitans don't even hang with me, I feel left out of the good crowd and the bad crowd, I don't know why anybody won't except me. but someone please answer this confusing question?

Hello. I am sitting home alone right now also. I have no real friends and no one to really count on when it matters. I was married and my husband left me for one of my friends. I have family and I am not fat and I too am very nice. I guess what Im saying is you are who you are and even beautiful movie stars are lonely. I decided a few years ago (as a Christian) it is not about me and what I am missing and what I dont have... those are painful thoughts that most people have. But, what I can do is reach out to other people. I do a lot of volunteer work at church and the community. I give love and support to other people so that hopefully they cannot say "I am lonely and no one cares" because I care about them! Even if all my work never brings me any friends I know I will have a big smile from Jesus one day for showing people his love. That drives me on. And remember all people will let you down in your life no matter what or who they are... you can only depend on God... read the bible... there is a living relationship there! HE is your friend and family and God loves you so much and he is always ready to listen and communicate and hang out with you Through out your suicide thoughts too... evil has no power over you and dont give in to it! IF you know Jesus as your savior... and have asked for the holy spirit to be with you... trust in that...

I AM SO SORRY YOU ARE GOING THREW THIS...I TOO SUFFER FROM DEPRESSION AND I TAKE MEDS FOR IT WHICH IS OK...THE ONLY REAL FRIEND YOU WILL EVER HAVE THAT WILL NEVER LEAVE YOUR SIDE IS GOD!! HE KNOWS YOUR TROUBLES AND WORRIES AND YOUR HEART..YOU JUST HAVE TO KEEP UP YOUR FAITH AND CONTINUE TO GO TO CHURCH AND PRAY...I KNOW IT MUST BE HARD FOR YOU BUT THE BIBLE SAYS ASK AND YOU SHALL RECEIVE...SO KEEP GOING TO CHURCH, GET INVOLVED WITH CHURCH ACTIVITIES AND KEEP YOUR HEAD HIGH AND IF NOBODY STILL DOESNT WANT TO BE FRIENDS WITH YOU THEN THEY DONT DESERVE YOU AS THEIR FRIEND ANYWAYS...WE LIVE IN A HATEFUL HURTFUL WORLD...BUT YOU DO HAVE 1 FRIEND THAT WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU AND BE THERE FOR YOU AND THATS GOD...DONT TURN YOUR BACK ON HIM...HE WILL NEVER TURN HIS BACK ON YOU...SOMETIMES FRIENDS CAN BE OVERRATED ANYWAYS...TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF AND CHEER UP B/C GOD LOVES YOU AND ALWAYS WILL

the best way to get over depression is to talk it out..I was just resently told I may be bipolar, and have mult. personalitys, it helped when I talked to someone about my problems so I say find a friend and let it out. dont have friends messeage me on my myspace im always on [=)

im the same...except im 14...I used to be able to talk to people but lately I cant talk to anyone...I have friends..but no REAL friends...I hardly ever get invited to places with them and they do it secretly which makes me feel sooo bad..the worst part is that im 14 and when everyone my age goes out...I dont...this is wrecking my childhood...I hope for the best for you and me