My boyfriend made me feel like a p.o.s

Ok so I know it sounds weird, but i’m in a long distance relationship with this kid. I mean I really do love him, and he means a lot to me, but yesterday he blew up on me for cheating on him with my like best guy friend. He said some pretty mean things...

like “i know you gooing to the movies with him and your probably gunna f*cking cheat on me!” and “
I figured you would... =[
I really dont think your kidding about him anymore...
Do you even f*cking love me?”
After I promised him numerous times before that I don’t cheat, even if I never get to see my boyfriend.
And he still kept yelling at me and saying that I was p*ssing him off, and that I lied to him, and cheated on him. He told me over an over again that he thought I was different from his other girlfriends, and blah blah blah.
He kept saying that I wanted to f*ck my friend and wouldn't stop.
He said that I wanted him to break up with me so I could have him.
It really p*ssed me off that he was accusing me of something I didn’t even do.
All because I kind of flirted with my guy friend.
But its just in my personality.
I apologized over and over and he kept yelling.
And after I primed on my dead cousins grave that I wouldn’t flirt with anyone again he finally calmed down.
Then got all happy and acted like nothing happened.
I know most people in my situation would just dump their boyfriend but if I break up with him he will start sh*t and say im breaking up with him for my guy friend.
I really don’t know what to do anymore.
I mean he upset me so badly that last night I was shaking and crying and I couldn’t stop.

I don't know.
What should I do?

well I mean..I know how he feels..and I dont know if you've been cheted on, but I have and it hurts so bad. I loved her and she cheated on me and it killed me, so thats kinda showing he has at least some feeling for you I would think

I've been cheated on.
and I know it hurts,
but I told him I would never cheat on him and meant it.
and he doesn't believe me...

tell him I can't take it anymore if you really love me wouldn't do that to me and you would trust me and I don't think he deserve you for he does trust me if he really love you he won't do anything that would may even hurt u ..

yea im sure he just felt really betrayed at that moment

I mean its up to you.. but since you love him I would only stay with him if he truly forgives you and move on, if not then you dont need that

so you cheated on your boyfriend?
if you didn't he needs to trust you..
if there's no trust and communication trust me that relationship isn't going nowhere..
that's the main thing to have in a relationship to make it last!
so if he doesn't trust you girl just let him go..
your young and maybe he couldn't be the one and there's A LOT of guys out there!

but then again I can't saying anything because I don't know how it is when its just
you and him..

and im speaking of this because im in a long distant relationship my self and I know its not that easy and its hard and I have a bestfriend that's a guy also!
but my boyfriend understands how much my best friend means to me the first time I've told him about my best friend I made it clear to him that he is just a friend because my ex-boyfriend was like your boyfriend right now very jealous and unsicure! he wouln'dt want me talking [not hanging out with him but just talking to him on the phone or over text messages] I hardly see my best friend but im with my boyfriend every weekend, and we have trust in our relationship.
soo I hope I helped with this..
if you need any more advice feel free to send me an email..
kay kay.
Go0d LucK

Prove to him that you do love him, and you do care for him and that you WONT cheat.