My boyfriend doesnt want a handjob

My boyfriend and I our both 17 and have been together for two months. He fingers me regularly and really turns me on. I offered to give him a handjob but he says hes not ready.I was upset and said maybe I dont turn him on enough. He says I do. He cant keep his hands off me but I still feel rejected and confused.Am I right to feel this way?Is it normal for him to not want one ?

ok well most guys like a handjob I think his probly like me he likes to do all the toching and stef I feel wierd when guys well more girls toche me I like it but it tacks time for me to lat them so ya that maybe what it is I dont know maybe im just wierd but it could be