My boyfriend

ok I had dated this guy for four months and they were the best four months of my life I fel so madly in love with each other and we just couldnt get enought of eachother and we hung out everyday he walked me to every one of my classes and carried my stuff it was so cute he kept ditcheing his friends and I ditched mine to hang out with each other and we went to my friends somtimes and stayed the night with each other and we never had sex and so I also had boundries he would never push and anyway he also would write poems about us and me and give them to me all the time like two or three tiems a day and well he also walked me to my door everyday from anywere I was he cared so much when we also would watcha movie and I covered his eyes saying you cant look at that he would look me in the eyes and say thats ok I dont find it appealling you are so much better to look at and also at summer camp he visited me and gave me a dozen roses and he wrote me a three page letter also while I was at camp and when I got back we did so much stuff as usual together just for fun and well he had to go to his gmas for two weeks right? well while he was gone I was hanging out with my friend who was like an older sister to me and she and I invited this guy and I found out he liked me and I was kinda scared of him im 15 and hes 19 and my boyfriend is 15 and so we were watching movies and I was scared and covering my eyes and I got so scared and he picked me up and draged me to him and I didnt no what to do and so I didnt do anything but jsut sit and tried to stay calm and so then turns out I ended up getting kissed I didnt kiss him but my friend got so pissed at me and I didnt no what to do so I ended up writing him a kinda harsh email about needing to break up because I was so upset I didnt no what I was doin because I felt that if I was around him after that I would feel like I would just keep on hurting him and I needed time away and so the next day he calls me and said Hey beautiful and I was like omg and told him the whole non harsh version but the truth of waht happend and he said I can forgive you and stuff and I said no just give me two weeks to clear my head because he kept saying dont blame you and all this stuff and so he called me every few days and said hey dont get mad at me but I still love you and miss you and I said it back and then he didnt call for a few days and kinda forgot about the two weeks but I still loved him so much and I forgot because my friends kept telling me to be happy without him first and so a month goes by and I see him on picture day and I was so miserable and so that night I kept calling him and so on for a few days and I wrote him note after note to give him and I found out he was dating this chick I hate and just asked her out well I called him and he would still call me and I aranged a meeting to talk to him about all this and he ditched me and didnt even bother to go and then after another two weeks I think he dumped her becasue she didnt really act herself and he still liked me and was calleing me and then we started dating and we dating for 6 days and he dumped me and somthing was really off that time and so he said im not ready to date and so I took it as he just didnt want to be with me and I waas really sad and so he just kept calleing and and two weeks later we were talking and we dicided to hang out and he asked me back out again and today is like the 6th day and I just got off the phone and we were talking about what happend between us and he said he felt used and taken for granet and I cant get my trust back overnight and stuff like that well right now he's out cooling off and we decided not to break up and I no I sound in the wronge and uncareing but I love him so much and he said he cant spend every day with me anymore and he needs his friends and he doesnt want to be with me all the time anymore and I am really unsure what happend or how to fix this and get him to treat me the way he used to and for me to show him I care more than I ever did and treat him like what he is to me the person I fell in love with I would never want to let go and I would die for him I am that sure I love him and am in love with him that I would and I just am nervus but tomarrow I am stashing his locker with chocolate chip cookies and a card that says I remember the first thing you said to me to make me fall for you and I think it was somthing like Hi and then im putting streamers on his locker and stuff like that but I just am waiting for him to call me back and I jsut would do anything for him and to keep him and I dont no how to express how sorry I am for what I did so please please HELP ME!!!

write him a letter explaining how you feel, dont go too over board you might scare him...

well I can't say my boy friend and I have the same problem, but we have got into one major fight. if that was me I'd call him one time sounding a little depressed [guys can always tell when somethings wrong espicially if you make your voice sound a little like your about to cry. ] he will asked whats wrong and just at first say "uhhmmm, well..." and make it sound like your unsure that he will care or take in what your going to say. but after you say that start telling him, not all at one but a little at a time, let him talk to. it works most of the time.
my boy friend and I got into a fight, the biggest actual fight we have been in, and we never get in fights just those little cute, yes it is , no it's not kind of fights. I was upset and didn't want to talk about it, and when I get upset I say stuff I don't mean. my boy friend has never cried over a girl getting upset/ mad and I wasn't even mad at him at all, but he was crying and I didn't know it and him mom was making him get off and I was tired of fighting with him so I tried to stop and he told me he had to go and we hadn't like made up yet. so of course I have to say f*ck you, and that made how upset he was 10 times worse. but I just gave him time to cool off. with him he just usually needs sleep. the next day I wasn't at home so he told my friend to text him and said he was sorry about everything after I had said my appoliges and we're closer than ever now.

I know that was off topic but what I meany by that is this could get you and your boy friend closer if you tell him how sorry you are and that you did nothing and it was all them, he will eventually call you or tell you he was sorry for everything and he misses how things used to be, it just takes times.

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