What if my boyfriend doesn't like my eating disorder?

my boyfriend found out about my ED
and he said that I was stupid
and that he doesnt want to deal with my "problem"
we havent officially broken up
but im afraid if I dont stop then
he actually will leave
right now he wont talk to me
we havent spoken for two days
im really scared and dont know what to do
I refuse to be fat
but I really love him
and if I dont talk to him another day
im going to die
I need advice

Well, I'm sure you know how harmful and deadly an eating disorder is and how much of a burden it is to you already, so you shouldn't expect anyone else to want to deal with it either. You need to look at the real issue here, which is your eating disorder, not your boyfriend cause if he really cared about you he just wouldn't have stopped talking to you, he would be trying to help and support you to get well! You don't have to not eat to be skinny, you just have to make wise choices about what you eat and exercise. If you really want you boyfriend to stay with you, he has to be willing to and he probably won't unless you take the first step to get some help... you should call the National Eating Disorder hotline and talk to someone: 1-800-931-2237 Don't let this disease ruin your life. Good luck.

dump him... the twat

tak 2 him

we've talked. and now I eat,. for what he knows.
only when im around him.
I purge later after that.

he doesnt trust me..