My best guy friend and my best friend and me

My god, I'm sooo stressing out. * takes deep breath * okay, so I'm in seventh grade. (please don't laugh, I'm totally serious about this) and last year my first true friend I made was this guy named sean. And you know, he was just a guy friend and I was just one of those girls that had more guy friends than girls. So yeah, we're friends, well I think we are. And so then I go out with this guy named ryan from about november till like the very start of may. And so I was totally heart broken until I met my guyfriend dan, who was in seventh grade at the time. We went out until sometime in july, and he told me on one of the first days we were going out that sean liked me in the beginning of the year, but then I went out with ryan and tottally like, crushed him. But I mean, I only thought of him as a friend. Before I went out with dan, and while I was crushed, I thought that I might like sean, but I didn't want to get my heart broken so I forced myself to think it would never happen and eventually I got over it. Over the summer we didn't really hang out but that was okay, and then this year, I started liking him in like november. And so I just kinda accepted that. I liked him and nothing will really change that. Yeah. Also in the beginning of this year in seventh grade, I made one of my best friends ever. Her name is alaikia. We do pretty much everything together. And she just told me that in december, she started to like sean too. So now it's ... What, march? And we both know that we both like him. The last time we slept over, I felt really uncomfterble. What if sean asked me out? I would of corse say yes, but I'd ruin my friendship with alaikia. What if he asked her out? Same thing would happen to me. I'd be really hurt. But what if she gets over him and I ask him out? He's my best guyfriend ever. What if he doesn't like me that way like he used to? Our whole friendship would get weird and ruined too. And my friend alaikia moved here over the summer so it's her first year her, so I've known sean longer. So when I slept over at her house, I tried to tell her, that I wanted to go talk to our guidance counsilor at school, but she doesn't want to and I don't want to go alone cause it will be my first time going there and the counsilor is a man. And what's worse is that we could have been together through sixth grade! I would never have been crushed by the ryan jerk, or by dan, who is now just my friend, but we don't really talk much. So now I've been on the computer looking for hours just to find a place for advice, I'm tottally stressed out and... Help me!!!

OK! wow this is crazy!!! im not sure that I really get the whole thing but, as far as I understand you and your bff like the same guy who is also one of your bff's right? well I've been in a situation, not exactly the same, but sorta... I liked one of my good guy friends... we went thorough stages, he liked me and I didnt like him then I liked him and he didnt like me, and the whole time we were still friends... ok, well finally we txted and started talking about dating and stuff and it really didnt work out and things were soo weird after that, so I suggest that you dont date your friend sean, its never the same after its over.. its hard be as good of friends afterwards.. and I think that you should tell your friend alai... that you think that she should date someone else, but if she says no and REALLY REALLY wants sean,,, then I know its hard but let her have him... in the end hopefully yall will all still be friends, and hey you never know it may bring yall all closer..

thanks so much, but I think I might also go to my counsilor at school. I think that might help too. I want to see what different people think. this is such a load off my stress, thank you sooo much.