Love is confusing!!

I used to really like this guy. I mean he's great!!! Sweet, kind, very loving, and everything a girl could wish for but just not what I could. I mean you might think im messed up or something but hes just too perfect!! do you know what I mean? We still...

go out now. I havent seen or talked to him in a couple of weeks only because we're out on intersession and he cant talk on the phone. I wonder if hes even trying...haha...but that isnt the point its just that I havent talked to him in awhile and its got me thinking. Maybe I just not cut out for this whole relationship thing. Oh and I feel like the only thing he wants is sex sometimes...he brought a freakin condom to a birthday party saying that that is what he wanted. We made a bet and I had to give him what he wanted if he didnt cuss and vice versa. Thats all he talks about too. I already told him I dont want to and im not ready but I dont think thats getting to his head. Ok I do need my personal space sometimes but hes all over me all the time!!! It gets annoying sometimes but sometimes I like it. Am I confusing or is that just me thinking that??haha. Am I asking for too much?? Should I break up with him?? Im scared that people will hate me for breaking his heart. Im really thinking to end this whole relationship nonsense. I think that maybe he is being to serious and I dont really want a serious relationship yet. I mean he made our future together. He even asked me would I marry him at 16 or if we couldnt at that age 18. I dont want to break his heart or ruin our friendship!!! I've know him for 2 years and I like him very much. He's an ahwesome friend!!! What should I do?? please help!! :[[

No offence, but your a little bit confusing girl.(:

You want your personal space, yet he's all over you all the time and you like it and it's still annoying? I really don't get it. But DON'T stay with him just so people won't be mad at you for breaking up with him. It's your life, so do what makes you happy. Who cares what other people think? They don't have to put up with being in a relationship with him, which sounds very confusing. If you don't feel like having a serious relationship with him right now, talk to him about it. Take a break, you don't have to break it off completely just yet if you don't want too. Just follow your heart do what feels right. Everything happens for a reason, so don't worry about it. 3

love is very confusing and theres really nothing any of us could do about it.