Lost hope poem, what do you think?

Im standing here on your door,
Wanting for more.
You opened the door and gave me that look
and it hit me like a hook.
It's crawling in deeply
and even slowly,
It's breaking me in two,
I hope you can feel it too

I never been this scared,
I dont think I...

can be saved.
I feel naked at your eyes
Full of shame and cries
Are you reading this?
I wish it was never like this.

I pull myself away,
But only found myself wanting to stay.
So here I am; so helpessly and true,
I never thought I can ever love you.

I feel my heart aching,
I cant fight this feeling.
I can feel my tears coming,
But I dont want them running.
I gasp for air and held my breath in,
So I can hold all of this tears in.

I finally said I love you
and quickly glance at you,
but with that look in your face,
I just cant help but feel disgrace.

I look back down,
that hopefully I wont find myself wanting you to be around.
I turned around, feeling so much pain,
But still, I found myself saying it again...

I sighed and took a step or two,
wishing you'll say;
I love you

[I wrote this poem last night, and hope you like it :]...

heres the story behind this poem; so it will make more sense if it didnt already xD
This girl met her boyfriend's parents and they took her in and welcomed her with such joy, but her own parents doesn't like her being with her boyfriend and kept her away from him for a month or two, and he got into an arguement with his own parents and she doesnt know why... and this girl haven't been in his house for a long time; then recently her friends went somewhere and invited this girl and she took an advantage with it.

As she was going home she went to stop at his house to visit him; and his step dad answered the door, they usually let her in and let her go into his room; but no, not this time, he took a few minutes to look at her, up and down without saying anything and was waiting for her to talk, she got scared and asked if he was there, he called him down without saying her name...

He looked at the door, suprised as she was hoping for but she got more than she thought of, he was suprised in a bad way. His dad forced him out of the house and slammed the door behind him, and they both talked. She was eager to leave but wanted to stay, but everything was too much for her to take. As they were hugging she said I love you out loud and hugged him again, to hold everything in and he gave her a kiss. And finally she said she has to go, because her friends are waiting in the car and she found herself saying it again. But he didn't said it back...]

xD what do you think about the poem???

From Dr.Love
The poem was very nice. I think his parents found out something about the girl and didn't like her anymore. Just be frends with him and study hard at school.