losing mind

Hy guys help me im sooo depreesed noting is helping me im about to lose my mind, I can't forget one person in my life he is gone, married can someone tell me what way is the cure for this. I even have the suicide idea going in my mind im scared but someone help me

ok sucided is never the answer there are so may things to do in life that that guy was just one I know how you feel I've been there before but think about it you have all your friend family and people that care about you why would you want to hurt all of them if just because of one guy ok that guy may have been everything to you but there are plenty of other ones that are better then him that wouldnt hurt you he must have not cared about you that much or been the right one to hurt you...just think about your friend and family and everyone there that loves you and be happy ok that guy is a dumbass and there is that RIGHT guy out there for you