Life sucks

Hey, im 14 and my parents divorced when I was 5

thoughout my schooling life I've always been teased by people , and now in high school they expect me to go out and do things with them , but I just dont have the confidence , so they tease me more
I am...

addicted to an online game and when they ask me to do anything all I cant think is that they will tease me , so I seem to be in a constant state of depression , not wanting to do anything just sit around. I am really starting to hate life due to the fact that I always feel so bad , wondering if im going to get teased at school or something bad will happen
When I was young my parents used to fight a lot and I witnessed a lot of agression , now I seem to be the same way to my mother
this online game (world of warcraft) has taken over my life and I feel im addicted to it because im drawn into it because of how much I hate my real life, please someone give me some advice , because im started to think of self mutilation and even suicide.
I just cant handle it anymore, the constant crap , like for example they asked me to come to the beach with a bunch of girls . but I didnt want to come because I think im fat and I have the thoughts that they would tease me about it like always , so I said no and then they said things like well dont expect to sit with us at lunch..

please someone help me

OK, first of all you must understand, that your situation is very very common. Self mutilation is a very destructive attitude to adopt and if it becomes a comfort zone will probably lead to serious injury and possibly death. So erase that garbage from your mind. Your addiction to online gaming is totally understandable. The games of today are extremely entertaining, but a minor without any other direction or outlet in their life will be consumed by escapism, and that is what is happening to you. To really tackle your problem you must address it from the inside. You must start to participate in pastimes that will help build your self esteem and confidence. Now I know what you say next, But if I go to the sports hall after school and enroll in an activity, they are usually there and will still tease me! Dont worry, you do not have to enjoy your pastimes or hobbies in the same environment. Go to the next town and enroll in a kickboxing class, or find a gym in the next town and start to gain fitness. Physical fitness opens so many doors for you to feel confident and enjoy being who you are. Instead of feeling great about the strategy you use on your games, you will feel good about discovering the limits of your physical abilities, very rewarding, you will be a new person. With these strengths you will be better eqipped to deal with your previous family misfortune. And please stop with the feelings of suicide, these are suggestions that are brought on by your feelings of low self worth, which is what these idiots at school give you. You are 14 years old and have your whole life ahead of you. Do something with it, dont let those games help destroy your life. Once you start to do other things and really start to see who you are and the great things you are capable of doing, you will probably, throw that game out the window! Your friend in an angry world MTM Fun mail me

Dear, LIFE SUCKS, I'm a mom of 2 kids,a boy 17 years. a girl,12. My son had the same problem as you and he played the same comp. game also, the only differance is he has acne instead of thinking he's over weight! I know it sounds hard but you have 2 get out and meet new friends! It's easy to sit in your room and fall into a deep depression. I know I'm bipolar. Also I used 2 self mutalate {not fun} Even tried 2 kill myself many of times!!! If God wanted you he'll take u!!!It's not your time...You have a lot of time here left so lets make the best of it!!!What do you like to do instead of playing on comp.? Ask a teacher at school or your parents about joining a club {one you are intrested in} That will get your mind off the silly things your thinking about yourself!! It works, Please give it a try??? Also let your counseler or parents know how you feel thats very important!!! PLEASE DONT DO NOTHING TO HURT YOUR SELF!!!