Am I a lesbian?

I know what your going to say. Your the only one to know, right? Well, I am confused. Let me explain. I have not had a 'crush' on a boy since I was in like the 5th grade. I am 18 years old now, and I still have not liked a boy since around that time. Sure, I find some cute, but I don't drool over it and have fantasies. Wow...but if I see a girl who is beautiful, I think about her in a totally different way. I am attracted sexually to girls, if I am attracted to guys it is very little. To be forward with you. I don't like the look, feel, or anything about a Pen*s. When I see a nice girl I can easily get excited, but a boy it does not phase me as much. The thing is I have never had a crush on a girl before.
I have done stuff with both girls and boys, the girl I loved doing stuff with and the boy I did not like it in any sexual way.

Over time, does the way you feel about how you like people change? I mean when I was younger when I used to like people I would blush and giggle, now I THINK I like someone but it is not that intense. I miss her when she is not a school, I fantasise about her, I think about her, I want to be close to her...I think Im starting to like her. She asked me out today, I said yes. So were gogin to tak ethings uber slow, to se ehow it all goes.

So what is the question? It clearly you already know you like girls... so I say do what makes you happy. Most guys are jerks anyways... so it maybe safer for your heart.

jason

Id say your lez with what you say but theres nothing wrong with that . Im bi and people need to realize gay, bi, and lez people are all normal an the same

You need to experiment more. Since you already know being with a girl intimatly turned you on more than being with a guy, id say you need to be with more girls, your feelings may be a phase or a long term thing, either way you need to experiment more to get your answers. So be with girls for now and in time you may grow to love it even more or realise it was just a phase. But as time goes on you will work yourself out.

I guess your right locoluna.

I have been 'doing stuff' with girls from a year or so now.