Just need someone to listen

This christmas is going to be a very lonely christmas. Dec. 16th is the one year mark for my mother passing away and the 18th of Dec is the one year mark for my brother passing away. I have no money to get my daughter a christmas tree, or gifts. I don't know if I can survive any of this alone. My baby daddy had me put 2 different layaways for her for christmas and he went and cancelled them both so he could get the money back from them. Now I don't know if She'll get anything for christmas. I'm not working at the moment and I feel like a horrible mother.

Please allow me to begin by saying that I'm sorry. I can't say I understand because I still have my mom, but my heart goes out to you and your family. I know that being a single mother is very very hard and it hurts not being able to provide for your children the way you would like to, but have faith and GOD will see you through. HE knows your pain and suffering and hears your plea for mercy! GOD knows the things that you need and the things that your heart desires and HE will provide. Give your pain, troubles, and heartache to HIM and HE will wipe them away! You and your family will be in my prayers and I pray that GOD will bless you with the strength to get through this. Please don't worry about your daughter not getting anything for Christmas because GOD blessed her with YOU! And honestly that is all a child really needs, a loving MOTHER, which no gift in the world could ever replace! GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR FAMILY!