Isit rong?

Right This may sound Weird but I need Advice..

One Of My Family Member Who Was Very Close to me has Died 3 years ago.
And as I Have Grown up I've Started to do stuff .. Nothing Illegal or anything Just Sexual Stuff I am still a virgin But Say I...

Masturbated :S Is tha Rong??
Should I be doing it I know its Natural and everything But Whenver I do it I feel Ashamed of my self and I think My Family Member Who Has died will Be Ashamed of me :S. Can someone Help me please .
sorry if this sounds weird.x

Hi jess, Don't worry it is normal and most guys and girls masterbate often. It is your own choice if you think it's wrong or right, I don't think anyone else can tell you. The feelings of guilt are also normal. It is very pleasureable and self-pleasuring is natural but sometimes it is because you're bored, got nothing to do or no where to go, or friends to go out with so I reckon you should try to direct your energiees into things that are useful, have friends, a social groupor family, go out do things together, read, study, whatever. That's more healthy and then these issues wont hassle you so much??