Is this healthy relattionship?

well I have a frnd who is living in dubai....I met him online and became frnds very closer....I stay in india.this guy s already have a girlfriend they got recently married..but I have stroong feelings for him....wenever we chat ,if he talks abut his wife I will weep as if why am not there vth him as his wife(may be jeaalous)...I dont know whether he 2 have strong feelings for me are not.he came 2 india 2 meet me n we had a kisses ...I said all these 2 him but he says he cant help out and he says me, you don't know how 2 enzoy me while chating....am really mad gal still I tak vth him..please giv me some advice how 2 cotrl myself when am taking 2 him.........shall I stp taking 2 him???I loosse my control when I juss c him online......

all true my life I got what I wanted but soon it goes away as it came..is it happening for me only ?

Don't anger God!!! Leave him alone for your future happiness!!! You will get a good man, it's just about time. Who can wait to achive to become true a dream. Good luck.

thanku alashka.am trying 2 forget him.but it takes time.....alashka did I had done any wrong in loving him still knowing that he is comitted 2 his girlfriend?hmmmmm love is alwaz not fare...... I dont know when I started loving him ....daz has juss passed away like that...I pray god 2 giv me strength 2 forget him.thanks for your reply frnd..