Controlling boyfriend

so I have cheated on him before. I lied to him about it when he asked. ever since then, he has become more and more controlling- he tells me who I should be talking to and who I shouldn't be. last month, I had to end my relationship with a girl friend...

of 10 years. he has emotionally and verbally abused me. all my friends hate him.

but, is this even? I love him very much and I want us. but I don't know if h'es worth all my trouble, or if I am worth his trouble.

u should feel horrible for cheating on him. you need to tell him if you want a relationship to grow.

but the thing is, he's been emotionally and verbally abusing me this whole time

Cheating happens. It is possible not to forgive you and break up, or forgive you and stay with you. But nobody has the right to dominate you because you have cheated on him in the past. I would not stay with anybody who wants to to prevail over me continuously.

Forgiving is allowing another person to be human for faults, mistakes, or misdeeds.

well you cheated on hym that's true
but he cant tell you who to hang with
and dont say I'm on your side because
you know you cheated
and you lied to hym about it
so he cant even trust u
if that was me den dere wouldn't hve been no WE
anymore
so therefore he still loves u
so yah
that's even