In love? "broken heart"

this question could get long but please read it all because I need help.. k so last year at school there was this guy and he liked me but I didnt really know anything about him, didnt even look twice at him (besides in the beginning of the year because I...

thought he was hot haha) but then one day he started talking to me on a social site (the chat, if you know what that is..if your a fb person) and the minute he said hi I started liking him. we talked about a few times a week, maybe less sometimes but we never talked at school! he seemed like he wanted to( he once turned halfway around then froze and turned back around, I was sitting a few seats behind him) I think he wanted to but didnt know what to say (hes shy..so am I for that matter, like extremely shy. literally.) so we only talked on fb. I knew that he liked me but not for sure so my friend found out for me and he did like me! so of course she tells him that I like him alottt as she put it. the next day at school he kept looking at me really strangely, and just staring at me. we still didnt talk. I think he was really suprised that I liked him.. he has a VERY low self esteem. he writes song lyrics and one day he offered to teach me and show me some of his. we would meet in the library during lunch at school. I was pretty much ecstatic, but the day we were gonna meet he didnt show up, and the second time he didnt either.. he said he forgot and has really bad memory (he does but he could not have forgotten because my friend reminded him twice that day, 20 minutes before) finally I told him I was upset that he wasnt coming and he said he would keep his promise and it was doubly important now since your not coming back next year (I was switching schools the next year) so we did meet the next day and he didnt teach me (he said he would do it over the computer because its easier, I think he was embarassed by his songs) so we just talked but basically it was REALLY awkward because like I said we are both shy- me being EXTREMELY shy. a week later school got out and we hadnt talked since then. at one point I tried to apologize that it had been so awkward but he didnt answer me. (this was on a social site chat) during the summer I tried talking to him a few times (because I couldnt get over him) but he always ignored me. then, I asked why he always ignored me and he said he was just busy (which obviously wasnt true..if your busy you dont come on fb) but he said sorry and I truely think he was just by the way he said im sorry. now, at my new school, I still havent gotten over him and I think I may have fallen in love with him (I know it sounds dumb and im young but im not joking) but I dont know. throughout the summer and this school year I have been depressed and dont really notice other guys (according to my friends) I kindof think he never got over me either from what he does on a social site (im not a fb creeper dont worry but his stuff pops up on my news feed and I cant help it) I would explain why I think this but it would take forever so just take my word for it. but I don't know, it could just be what I want to think. please help me am I really in love with him? I really want to talk to him but I dont want to bother him or upset him or anything. I dont want him to think im just this girl who is obsessed with him and cant get over him. im also afraid of having him ignore me again. please help? thanks if you read all this your awesome..

if your in love with him you think about him every second when hes around your heart beats fast I think if hes not talking to you then he might be busy or not like you jut tell him how you feel about him it cant hurt no body will make fun of you justetll him you really like him or love him and see what he says he wont go around to everybody pointing out you love him I promise just tell him how you feel