Im trapped in a relationship

me and my girlfriend been together 4 a yr now
it started off as an online relationship till by some stroke of luck she happened to move to my state and town and we met
I know dream come true
only now it turns into a nightmare
its like now she...

dont even wanna talk to me anymore like we used to be together all the time and talk until february when she had to focus on school and I said fine I understand
months pass and she tell me that she ready o start spendin time with me and I dont hear from her 4 weeks
we try to arrange places to meet up at and she stands me up
till I just said ok maybe when school end we'll have more tym 4 each other 10 days after school let out still no word
till I just get sick of it and dump her
3 days after I dump her she tell me ready to spend time with me but since I dumped her she found some dude who been tryna get wit her since february
and they start going out
long story short we end up togeher again and we promise to stop breakin up with each other and what not (we broke up before) and we try to rebuild our relationships but she I still hear no word from her except like once a wk
she neva wanna call me
and like we tried going to the movies 2wks ago and she invited her friend who been trying to get with me 4 months to come too but my girlfriend tell me to show up at 15 earlier
the other girl found out and decided to show up early too
I sowed up like 20 min late because of my moms but I figure it wasnt no big deal snce she told me she was gunna be their 4 like 4hrs but it turns out my girlfriend gets so pissed at her friend 4 showin up early too that she leaves and her frined end up leaving too and im just stranded at the movie waitin 4 them 4 like hrs
when I get home she blames me thinkin I told her friend to come early too thinkin I was tryna plan some fu#kin orgy or 3-some but I I told her she just found out on her on
so we squash it and were gunna make plans to meet again l8r
but I havent heard wrd 4rm her in like a wk
like I know I havent been the best boyfriend I fu#ked up too and we had our UPS and DOWNS but we manged to move pass all that but its like wuts the point in dis relationship if their is no communication watso ever
I dont wanna break up wit her because I really do love her
but I dont wanna cont dis relationship w/o barely hearing 4rm and her standing me up and spazzin on me bout sum bullsh*t
so im like trapped in dis relationship and it seems like she dont give a damn bout my feelings and sh*t
so I don't know what I should do anymore
I mean im not asking her to talk 2 me 24-7 but damn I dont wanna tlk to her like once a week like im really tired of bein wit her like dis

leave her

You're not 'trapped'...you choose to stay.

The relationship is not a healthy one and you'll never have any satisfaction from it - break up with her - for good, and move on.

Leave her...plain as that...move on let her go...your the one holding on to her...

I could totally understand you... I'm like that with my boyfriend too. I duno if I should call him my boyfriend or not...we broke up once and after 5 months ,he got back 2gether with me... I love him all along from the start.. but I hardly hear from him..and I'm the one who calls him all da time..and it seems like he doesn't give a damn abt me...I feel like I'm the only one who's making this relationship work...I dun wanna dump him again because I love him...so yeah..I know I didn't help..but I jsut want you to know you are not alone... I'm trapped too...too bad we fell in love huh?