Im so sorry an lost

I dont even know where to start... Well to clue you in me an my girlfriend have been dating for since 7-23-07 but neways we've been dating for a very long time an I never thought of cheating an never did it until one day that one day happen so fast .....

No hugs and kisses either something deeper... She now knows an like literally hates me for doing it ... I mean of course she would be but no buts theres no excuses for cheating on someone you truely love.. I just want to know what I have to do to make it right again.. Numerous phone calls texting sorrys anything thing I do seems to never get her attention .. Like words cant explain how sorry I am .. Yeah I fuked up ima be a man an say it im also gone be man an say im willing to do anything to get back with her ill go through hell to get her trust back .. We been through way too much for it to end like this my baby gone talk to me one day an we gone fix this ... Just tell me what I need to do.???

Honestly, what has happened is in the past... there is no way she can ever fully regain your trust...but she can still regain some.. you cant just send her a text and think things are going to be ok.. You have to actually SHOW her things are going to be ok. Stick through when things are hard, and ride it out with her when things are easy. There is not much you can do but show your commitment by staying with her, and doing anything and everything you can...Damn, I hate boys...ugh. Ya'll have got to do better.. anyways...good luck..
xx.
SUPERFRESH.