Im scared to makeout.. and I have no idea why

I hooked up with one guy before.. it was gross. I did it all wrong, eyes open.. mouth even closed the 1st time.. I didnt even have my arms around him amd his tounge.. eww it was everywhere. that was over a year ago. im getting older and now everyone is hookig up. my boyfriend is a grade older than me and in 2 days (saturday..so give advice fast) hes planning on getting with me. for some reason im paranoid. I think its just a mental thing.. and ill be fine but then when I picture him and hes right there.. I dunno maybe its because we both have braces.. maybe because I've never liked anyone like this before.. I dont know but I cant do it.. for some reason whenever im with him I think its impossible, and ill never do it. Last time I had an excuse, because we were late and he bought it. but I wont have an excuse this time.. and I really dont want to mess this relationship up. I really want to make out with him, but whenever im with him.. I freak myself out..maybe im thinking about it too much..HELP!!!
~thanks for reading~
*L I Z*

hey. I think you are just scared that it will end up the way your first kiss was. my first kiss wasnt at all how I expected it to be either and it is only because I didnt really know what I was doing. just remember everything you did wrong last time and that should help you! If he moves in for a kiss just relax and try to stay calm. If it is what you really want then you have nothing to worry about. This is definitely not something that you should stress yourself out over until saturday. When you guys are hanging out together, dont think about it until he is about to kiss you and then just relax, close your eyes and know that this is what you have been wanting and everything will turn out ok.. well I dont know what else to say but I hope this helped alittle...lots of love and good luck!!

You gave yourself the answer in your post. "I freak myself out. Maybe I'm thinking about it too much." So make yourself quit thinking about it. You have seen that it just 'jacks' you up and doesn't help.

As for this guys kiss. Well, you'll never know till you try. And if you like him as much as you say you do, I think it'll be okay. Just relax and let it happen...

God Bless and Good luck

ok, just stay calm the whole time and let things flow. it wont b as bad as you think. the braces- dont worry boutthem either. both me and my girl friend have braces, they never touch. its going to fine