Im missing prom for this.

I got married right when I had turn 18. and its only been 6 months but I some times feel like liveing him because he is changeing and he knew I didnt know how to chock and now his forceing me to do all this things that I dont know how to and I cant ask ask his mother she dont like me and tends to make me feel bad some times I just found out that im going to be a mom and I really dont want to leave him now but I fell that I dont deserve that and that im missing so much high scholl fun for this. something that im not injoying. he is changing with me and we live at his moms and shes not all nice to me and I think that she puts things in his head. and we owe so much money. well he does that we cant aford an apartment now. what to I do? HELP!!!!!!!

You are now having second thoughts.
This is not at all a good situation to be in, you are going to have to live with this mother in law for the rest of your life if you stay with him. If you are not enjoying this then whats the point? Its life, you've only got 100 years to live, live them to the fullest!!
>> Main point: This will just get worse and worse, you are digging your grave. I would first suggest talking to your boyfriend about how overwhelmed you are by all of this, that you want to live your life. You shouldn't have to be a mother, because now you got to own up to that responsibility of bearing a child, If you do have it.
All I have to say now is good luck, try not to throw your life away.