Im in love with my first cousin

Well first of all im 15 shes 14. My family is religious and so am I and my life is kinda restricted. I've had 1 or 2 girlfriend before but we didnt get really close and I've neva really kissed a girl before. Im in love with my first cousin, that is my...

auntys daughter. From a religious point of view I no that its not exactly wrong but from societys point of view it is. I think it may be true love for me. We get along really well everything is really good with us, but I don't think she thinks of me like that I think she loves me as a friend. One day she sed that but in front of other people when we were playing truth or dare lol. My feeling to her rnt hormones I don't think. I love who she is not about how hot she is although she is cute
I don't no what to think about what my mum or aunty or other cozins or friends might say but sumtimes it doesnt matter to me just her. But we arnt together and I don't no what to do. One thought I thought was that if I truly loved her, if it was true love then maybe she might love me 2? Maybe thinking true love exists is naive of me but I don't no?
What do I do I cnt just ask her out can I?

Let's go down through all the reasons why you need to let this go:
1) It's illegal to date any member of your family in most states, cousins included.
2) You're 15, so any statement of 'this isn't hormones. This is REAL LOVE' has to be taken with a grain of salt. Every cell in your body is primed on the genetic level to find a mate right now, so yes, it probably is hormones. When I was 15, I fell in love with every member of my class, every female teacher under the age of 60, several appliances, and every female Disney character. What feels like REAL LOVE now will seem like sperm-addled crazies five years from now.
3) swindler nicely outlined the results if you DID ever manage to make this happen.
4) She's not interested in you.

The last part is probably the most pertinent. And I'm sure she's noticed you mooning over her by now, which can't make her feel all that comfortable. Stop hanging out with her and find someone more appropriate. The more time you spend away from her, the clearer your thinking will become on this.

you can ask her out but its not gona look kinda good for like 1/2 a year ago I was single and went to the family metting met this girl I was like wow I liked her but shes my cosin so I said to my self what is this going to end up to started thinking and found out family issuse so I preffered going a bit older and in the way I met my girl wight now shes not my cousin but I love her I love my girlfriend so think about it dont you want to grow up a bit more find some girls in the way you know this is the age man to get laid have fun with your life as long as you can :P ya if you want me to help you more funmail me

dude she is your cousin that is wrong in every way go out and meet new girls you will find the right one trust me you dont want to be known as insest the rest of your life

Well, if you wind up having a kid, babies as a result of inter-family relations have a higher risk of retardation and genetic mutation, due to them getting similar alleles and genes from both parents.

if your for real I will be serious. I think your a little young I don't know maybe just curious or something. but I wouldnt do it, and im sure when you get older you will be happy you didnt. I would not even be able to talk to one of my cousins now that im older if I did that, it would be very awkward. swear to god..I know this woman and man first cousins there like 40 or 50 I don't know but they got married and had a kid hes like 17 now but hes a little slow and was born with no cartilage at all. thats the bone in your nose, and ears. sad stuff!