I don't know what to do?

well my aunt died last monday and a few days ago my sister commited suicied but shes alive, but I can see her til october 2009. When I moved to hays I few years later I met this girl anyways I have been in love with this girl but I could never tell her...

that no matter how hard a tried.and I just told her that my life has been like sh*t ever since I moved here and the only good thing hat happend when I moved here was meeting you and now I don't know what to do I think I just screwed up me ever having a chance to date her and I dont know what to do?help

why would you have screwd that up? if you tell her about your family, she will trust u! and your relationship will become even stronger! I am sorry to hear about your aunt, sisster, family problems=(

I kindov yelled it at her