I wrote this poem it has all my emotions in

I wrote this after my ex boyfriend comitted suicide after we broke up for the third time two months ago I never relized what I had until it had been taken away for good I miss him more then life it'd self and think about him everynight, please dont judge...

me or say I need help I've heard it before just read it and post a comment it meens a lot to me.

Hidden Pain

I hate every tear I see fall from your eyes
I hate that im the one who didnt ask why
I hate that you loved me
I hate that I loved you too
I hate when I had you I didnt feel a thing anymore
so once agen I made you fall apart
once again I broke your heart

I still see the pain in your eyes
I can see through your painted smile
I see you dying and I try to reach out
you grab my hand I try to make you understand
once again I take your colours away
I gave them back last time but they were grey

I long for what I felt before
so I take the gun and say 'one last shot'
once again you say you've waited so long
and thats why you wrote me a song
I cannot face this anymore
things arent the way they were before

I see the pain in you
I see the tears behind your fears
I hate that I hurt you once again
I hate your wasting your life crying
I know you like the palm of my hand
I feel your pain and I understand
just behind the smile still painted
I see you growing weaker as the days go on

I saw all the signs I felt or your pain
I thought you where getting better
your strength I felt gain
every night I saw you dying
every night I would stay up crying
hoping that your pain would end
but not this way
never this way
your sorrow is my sorrow
your end is my end
I see no future around this bend...

This is a really deep poem
Im really sorry about what happen and how you feel
Just stay strong and think of the good
everyone has faults and no one is perfect
I can tell from this poem that your really sad and hurt
Just dont think of the weaknesses
Good Luck
(stay strong) =)

hope you feel better...I like it.it's deep,and it's real.