Curious about death

before you say anything, not excactly. I want to either 1.get a really bad disease (house style) 2. get almost murdered, like a gunshot which is inches away from me dying or 3. faint in school and have to go to the hospital
Question- Is that normal or...

is there something really strange with me.

Yeh it is very normal for the completely mad person.
jocking---
dear I am a student of psychology and suppose that there are some insecurities in your subconcious that brought these feelings with in you.
may be you want to get attention of some one around you by this...
I have to do your psycho analysis for this.

let me know some inner feelings when you have this thought on climax.

actually, im just bored and I want some exitment. traveling around the world and defeating evil mutants will be fine for me

You mean you want to experience it to see what death feels like. You didn'texplain that bit.

yell I didnt say I wanted to die so I thought that it was implied.

Stop saying you want to die. I sometimes say that to myself because of some certian reasons . when you are faced with death you will wish you had'nt said that. pls try to abstain from bad things that will lead you into trouble .

It's not unusual to be curious about death. Most people want to know if there really is anything after death.

What many people don't realize, is they already know what death is like. It's like billions of years that happened before you were born.

Lol, any particular reason? like simply being bored with your life and wanting excitement? or wanting attention? (I dont mean this in a bad way, we all feel like a little attention now and again)

me 2 I thinks it because, I want someone to notice that I am actully human

This might be escapism. Are you depressed? Do you feel trapped in your life?

TY, first one.