I want him to love me

I love aguy years ago and still loving him I call him everyday but he didnt call he want to see me but I dont want to I see him once before and he say im ugly so I dont to see him I think he dont love me but I want him to love me we have sex on the phone I think he talk to me just for that reason I want to be loved by him

I dont understand what your question is. Love is a very complex emotion that should not be dwindled in if both partners are not in love. You keep tellin yourself that he is the one for you, when really the whole time he is laughing behind your back and tellin his frineds how easy it is to manipulate you. My advice to you is to forget him, because it would amase you how fast he will forget you in the future. And when he does forget you, you will be in a whole lot more pain than if you forget him. Dont talk to him, becasue by talking to him you are just deepining yourself in a relationship that is meaningless to him and not you. Id just hate to see the innocent get hurt, ecpically in such a strong feeling as love.