I think i might have a demon in me

It all began when I was about 9 when my father died, I was sad and alone but then I started to have dreams of me standing with a kid that looked just like me, exept he was in black in white and darkend and had a really really horable presance about him,...

I remeber vagely 1 day in a dream he asked if he could stay with me and I was so alone I said yes, and then I stoped having those dreams. But aabout a month later I had huge anger build ups, and then I have a really really huge passion for making people suffer for no reson, I feel like thay should be tourcherd and not killed, and I get scared and shaky and say really scary things when I have thies build ups to the point where when I get in a argument I've made a couple people cry in fear of what I might do, I have a love to see other people in pain and suffering, and 1 day I wondered why and I remebered the boy, as if the answer was right in front of me pointing to him, and when I think about him I feel like he can sometimes control half of me when I get mad but I also black out and he takes over some times when I get really really mad

You need to see a therapist. Demons don't exist. You just have an anger problem, probably from built-up feelings about the untimely death of your father.

Possably but it sounds like your blaming your self for your fathers death. try lrtting that go. I know its hard but it will do you good

Satan does take advantage of humans, when they are the most vunerable. Also, when they are not protected by prayer, by other believers around them.

It sounds very much like you are out of control when this happens. Physiciatrists can help with counseling, and medication. However, the bible offers deliverance from this type of attack. It does indeed sound like a spiritual problem. You need to be in the fellowship of other Christians, that understand how the enemy works. If you can find a Spirit filled church nearby, they should be able to help you.

Christians have the power over the enemy, however, according to the bible there are steps to follow to get free and stay free, and this is a process, and you need ones to support you that can help you to understand what you need to do.

You can also find out about deliverance on the internet, by typing in Deliverance Ministries. However, I would personally recommend Lake Hamilton Bible Camp, in Hot Springs Ark. They have a website, and much literature available to help you understand this better. You can contact them thru email, or call them.

I would seriously advise you to do this asap, because of the violent nature of what you are dealing with. (according to what you said) Also, I have heard that some medications ( mostly anti-depressants or psycotics I think) can actually cause this in some individuals. If you are on any medications, start with your Dr. first. Contact him asap.

Also if you have quit taking meds. of this sort, can also trigger something like this.

Bi- Polar could also be involved. Seek out the help you need, this is not something you can handle on your own. Situations are continually in the news, concerning violent episodes, and help is availble, now, before your self control weakens too much.

I will be praying for you, to find a way to be free of this, and that nothing will happen that you are not able to control, in the mean time.

God be with you.

Also, here is a number you can call for prayer : 1-270-369-8614 this is a Christian radio station, that has a prayer line daily from 7-8 pm, CTS. they are on 90.1 Fm, if you can get them. Not knowing where you are. Also, they are on short wave, if you might have one. You can send emails to them for prayer also , send to:
praywjcr (at) yahoo.com

To the people who answer about the demons, be careful, you don't know the harm you can cause, you might turn into real demons yourselves if you influence this boy with those crazy ideas. He might hurt himself or worse. What I humbly beleive, in coincidence with the first and second opinions, is that he needs help from a psychologist, it all comes from the mind. I hope you can recover and feel well again. Ask for proffesional help.

maybe you just had to much anger and you got a nightmare.

dont look to exorcisms or anything religious, it will just harm you and itll be a nevr ending process, if you really do believe that a deamon is in you (which is sort of unture since its most likely pshychological) the best solution is to look towards a buddhist monk , instead of fighting it they make you at peace with the so called deamon , least harmful and quick method.