I feel so gross, what should i do?

So last night my boyfriend told me that he wanted to eat me out, and I was like I don't know... about it because I didn't want him to be grossed out by me, and I'm really shy about down there because I'm a virgin. So we made out for a while, and then I...

gave him head (I swallowed and everything). I really don't like the taste but I do it because I know he loves it. Then he asked me again if I wanted him to eat me out, and I said are you sure? are you really sure? like so many times. He kept saying yes so I finally let him. It felt amazing but after a little bit he said Can I stop? I told him yes but in my mind I was freaking out. I mean was it that bad? I was clean and everything. I was so embarrassed, and I still am. He didn't act weird afterward or anything, he still kept talking about how hot and beautiful he thinks I am, but omg. Now I feel disgusting, and plus deep down it feels kind of unfair that I went down on him for a long time but he stopped after a few minutes. Ugh but I feel so gross. What should I do?

***It is not you*** There could be many reasons why he didn't do it for long. Think of the first time you gave head...your jaw hurt afterwards. If this was his first time eating you out (first time ever or just with you? doesn't matter) it had atleast been a while or never since he has eaten out a girl before, hes out of practice (or has none at all). He can only go for a few mins before his mouth, jaw and toung gets sore. He has to build up his stamina. The same happens with my boyfriend, he stops usually after a short time. (my boyfriend also rather finger me than eat me out so he tends to stick to that often). The same thing happened to me when I first started going anything sexual, first hj, my hands got sore I couldn't finish him. Fist bj, my mouth got cramped up and I couldn't finish him... now im a lot better and I can go for a long time...cause guess what? I built up my stamina. Give it time. Stop worrying, and enjoy.
Hope this helped, feel free to fun mail me.
3Marilyn3

if he thinks that your fine down there then its okayy but he should keep going till you cum its only fair once you have an orgasm trhen its fair thats what me and my boyfriend do and girls can just keep going for a loong time

oh wow..=/ well dont automatically think its because of you maybe he just wasnt that in the mood for it..maybe you should tlk to him about it? I understand why youd feel embarssed but you wont no for sure why he stopped unless you tlk to him..and yah yer right it is kinda unfair that he only did it fer afew minutes..u gotta tell him that.