I need some advice on what to do.

well I am moving out of hospital by saturday,
and I am doing into a inpatient center for eating disorders (but still wiht a feeding tube! :@) I am beyond furious about it!
I wasnt going to go in for about one more week but I am going in this week...

becaus ei lost the 3 kilos I ot on so I am now 24 kilos again

I am going into this place (which I will not name) but I am in like still going to be in hospital aswell, it;s hard to explain.

I am sooo furious, I really dont want to go.
like soo much I hate my family for doing this too me, I can to this wihtout going away!
why wont they trust me, or believe me!!

what do I do.
what do I do to get myself prepared.

thanks.

accept you REALLY need help and co-operate with those trying to help you...

just trust your parents its ]4 you and you only!

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If you're only 24 kilos, that's only 53 pounds. You still need to gain a lot more weight in order to get healthy.

There is nothing any of us can say that is going to help you and your situation. YOU have to decide that YOU want to get well and start leading a normal life. That's all it takes. YOU, making the decision, then following through on those things that will benefit you.

I really wish there was something that I could say or do, but there isn't. All I can do is keep hearing about your dangerous condition and keep wondering how much longer it's going to be until your body totally quits.

I'll be sorry to hear of your passing away but will know that WE did nothing wrong, that that is the normal and natural result of anorexia. Maybe we can use your story as a way to try to influence some other young person away from this mental eating disorder that is such a killer of the world's young people.

Ted