I'm so stressed please help

I'm going crazy I'm in love with my friend he loves me back but hes engaged. I still have feeling's for my x but he never want's to speak to me again so I have learned to cope with that all though I really don't want to.but with this guy I really can't...

do it I can't get over my love for him it's so strong I would do any thing for him. What stresses me out the most though is that seance I can remember all I have ever wanted was love and every one I love leaves me. I don't understand why either I am nice I'm cute I'm silly I like to have fun and I will do any thing for love and for
My love so what am I doing wrong ? And if all of this isn't bad enough in the last 4 years I have gotten pregnant had a miscarriage got engaged got asked to be married 4 times. Had all my fam move away from me left like 15 guy's cause I was to scared to get hurt and am having trouble trusting or loving any one cause I am scared they will leave me just like my love is leaving me now. so can any one please help me ?

Well, maybe you should think about getting over your trust issues. How do you do that? you have to just trust. You also need to start thinking positive and stop thinking so negative. Stop being so scared that everyone is going to hurt you. This sounds like something you can control. If you let go of your trust issues, things might start becoming easier. THAT is what is wrong with you. The key to love is that the more you look for it, the harder it is to find. STOP looking so hard, love will come find you when it wants to. For now, instead of looking for a special soulmate, work on letting go of your trust issues. Try to slowly detach yourself from this man that you love. I understand that your feelings are unbelieveably strong for this guy, but in reality he is engaged and it is just not meant to be. I don't mean to sound harsh, but you need to move on from this guy and find someone of your own, once you fix those trust isssues.

Good Luck, and let me know what happens, keep me posted!

MandaBoOtsz =]

Every time I trust some one they back stab me even my own mother. and I can't help but be scared every one else has hurt me . and I don't look for love it just happens I wasn't looking when I found this guy it just happened. and I will never and can never let go of my love for him

If you dont let go of the love you have for someone you cant/wont ever have, then you arent going to have a very productive future!

u can't stop love all you can do is wait and time will still keep it there but it will be better

You cant stop it, but you CAN control it! You dont let it consume you.

I don't know how nor do I really want to

This is why your life is such a mess. You have to think about the choices you make, and start making better decisions.