I'm I just paranode or what??

ok I've been dating this guy for 2 months and well he wrote me this letter telling me that he hates being away from me and how he has never had these feelings for anyone else and that his feelings a real and that he loves me!! well sometimes I think he is being serious but every once in awhile like today he makes me feel like we're not going to last very much longer like how he kisses me and how he holds me I just don't know!!! do you think I'm making a big deal out of this or what!!! I'm just os scared because I don't want to lose him!!!

I've heard of girls at the beginning of relationships obsessing over (even having nightmares over) the thought of losing the one they have just found, but usually it's just a phase of insecurity. You should be happy he loves you and expresses it openly, if he means it then he's not going anywhere. If you're still freaking out after another 3 weeks or so, talk to him about your insecurity- maybe he can help you with it. It's usually much easier to just talk it out, you'll feel better and realize that unless there are extreme circumstances going on you don't know about (unlikely) then you have nothing to worry about- enjoy your relationship!

hunny if he's giving you the hints then you'll know if he's not serious!!! I mean do you have a feeling inside of you that he doesnt love? I dont think you have anything to worry about!!!
trust me!

hope everything works out!!!