I love him, what do you think?

I Have A Good Friend Who Is Five Years Older Than I Am, And We Are Really Close, I Have Never Met Anyone Like Him Before In My Life, He Is The Most Amazing Person I Have Ever Met In My Whole Life. I Love Him To Pieces, And Every Time We See Each Other,...

He Is Always So Kind And Caring, And Always Gives Me Sweet Complements. Anyway, The First Time I Saw Him, He Was Playing With His Band On Stage, And He Looked Really Sexy With His Guitar, And We Made Eye Contact As Soon As I Walked In The Venue, And Then We Met Again Two Weeks Later, When I Wanted To Take Things Further With My Singing, So I Talked To His Manager, And We Performed An Acoustic Gig Together, And Exchanged Phone Numbers, As He Wanted To Do Some Band Practice Together. =) He Started Coming Round To See Me At Weekends, And Became Friendly With My Dad, And My Step-Mother, And As I Said Before, He Is Really Kind And Very Friendly. He's Been Coming Round For Months Now, Im Always Recieving Complements From Him, He Notices When I Get My Hair Cut, Or What Clothes Or Jewlwery I Have On, Or The Sparkely Eyeliner I Put On. We Went Out For Dinner Together On New Year's Day, And Went To A Gig Together, And When Someone Made A Mean Or Rude Comment About Me, He Defended Me, And When We Went Out For A Cigerrette, It Was Cold, And He Gave Me His Jacket To Wear. =) The Other Night, We Held Hands A Little When We Were Listening To Some Music. It Was Very Sweet. I'm Just Wondering If I Should Take Things Further With Him, He Thanked Me Very Much On Valentines Day For The Card I Gave Him, But The Downside To All Of This Is That I Have Been Let Down A Few Times By Him, Near Valentines Day, I Invited Him Round, But He Told Me He Couldn't Come Because He Had Band Practice, And On Other Occasions I Have Been Crying Myself To Sleep Because He's Too Old For Me. It Sounds Pathetic, I Know, But If I Told Him How I Felt, Would He Be Too Busy For Me All The Time?? I Just Want To Know What You Guys Think, He Is Very Respectful To Me, And Respects My Age. Am I Doing The Right Thing?
Sorry This Is Really Long... =)

Much Love

Xxx Freyja xxX

You guys should take it futher but ask your friends what they think. If I knew the guy and you and how you guys were around each other, I would help. But it seems to me that he really does care about you. But he also cares about his band. If you two decide to date, make some dates where you guys can hang out and then some times where him and his band can hang out.