I just dont know

im at my ants atm cause got kickd out from home every1 once me to really move to my mums or antys I've been living with my dad 4 13 years I kinda do want to move bt my anty said if I mve with her il have ta get councling and I dont think I need it if I...

move to mums ill have ta change schoolsbt I don't know if I want to move bt I love my dad so much and I don't want to hurt him bt im sick of his drinking and I thnk hes getting sick of mei just don't know im going home monday cuse he wnts to talk bt I don't know wt to say and then tuesday going ta my mums 4 sum of da holidays??? please help don't know wt ta do anymre I've tryd TAlkng ta my dad bts its so hrd ???

well I say just listen to what he has to say. Then before you go to your mums write him a letter and leave it somewere he will see it. Tell him exactly what you told us. All you have to say is that you love him and your really confused about where you are going to live. Tell him he drinks to much and you are scared for his health and your safety. Tell him where YOU want to live and just let him know how you feel. If this is written in a letter he can read it over and over so he fully understands how you feel. Well good luck xxx