i like him

where is this boy I have know for years, we have been realy close mates untill last year we was a little drunk ,somthing happened , we got a little to close shall we say at the time he wanted sex but I said no because we could have been caught and we...

dint have a condom, the thing is he dosent like me they way I have ALWAys loved him ,we agreed to keep it to our selfs but I couldnt keep my mouth shut I told my so called best friend ( ex bst mate ) and it got round school ! we denied it but driffed apart , we didnt speak for a whole year , I thought I got over him but we was togeather a little while a go I fell for him agian , like we was best mates agian , on this night knowing I still like him he got hold of my friend , it hurt THIS IS WHT I NEED ADVICE ON :now we talk online and text eachother he is constanly saying sorry for what happened and he now says he wants sex with me (wht was going 2 happen last year ) I rely like him and want to but I dont think he wants to do it for the right reasons I think he wants to do it kind of to say sorry , he dosent find me attractive so WHY ? we are both virgins and I want to , to show him I love him and will do anything for him but because I like him soo much I want it to be for the right reasons and for him not to regret it ! ANY ADVICE ?? or WHAT WOULD YOU DO ?? THANKS X

HA! I wouldn't do it. Obviously he's using you.
It sucks that girls sometimes fall for guys so easily, heck I do it sometimes.
By what you said about how you drifted apart and didn't speak for a year and he constantly tells you he's sorry and how he always tells you how he wants to have sex with you...DING! He just wants to get into your pants! Hun, it's not worth losing it to him. If you do it, nine times outta ten he'll tell the whole school and end up leaving you. You can and will find someone else that's worth it and wants you for more than just sex.hearts;

cheers, its not just that he knows how much I like him , I think he takes advantage of that , but when he suggests stuff and that he is addament it stays between us , dose that mean he likes me a little or his ashamed and embarrased of me because im fat ??