Am I falling for my cousin?

well when I was in the province I saw my cousin at that time I did'nt know he was my cousin I had a huge crush on him and when I found out I still kept on crushing on him I don't know why I guess I was still young at that time..we were so close and I also knew that we can never be..but one day when I was about to leave the province I did'nt saw him so I left without saying goodbye to him..3 years had passed and we were teenagers well im so shy at him cause when I see him I still have feelings for him!! I can't understand! we never talk and even one word its almost 2 yers and he still doesn't talk to me.. then he and my other girl cousin talked..later on..my girl cousin confessed that they were talking about me..that he wants to talk to me but he is also shy and that he knew I liked him long ago..and he does'nt understand cause were close when we were kids but now we did'nt even talk even one single word! he said he was shy but why?..after all we are cousins right?..then he started inviting me in friendster giving me comments..I was so happy and I also missed him..but when we see each other we just don't talk..he always looks at me its like we are not cousins but lovers!!! what do I do?.. and what do you think he feels shy around me and why does he feel guilty about me?...I mean am I falling for him?...even if I deny it I still have feelings for him... help please!!!...

Okay... even if you are having feelings for your cousin, you have to remember HE'S YOUR COUSIN!!! Best thing to do is to realize that and start liking other boys because something like that shouldn't happen (that's why it is ILLEGAL to marry your cousin!)! Would your family be okay with something like this? Probably not! Have you ever heard of inbreeding? It is when people who are related have kids and their kids are born with deformaties! Kinda like "The Hills Have Eyes", not that gross though, but it really isn't good! You know you could never really be accepted as a couple, so do both of yourselves a favor and forget about any romantic thing happening between the two of you!

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Wow, my situation is exaclty like yours word for word. She and I got along great but now we're both too shy to make a move. What I did and I suggest you do to is tell your cousin you feelings about him and that you want to stop being shy around one another. We still have some communication problems when our relatives are around but when we are alone we try to talk as much as possible. You don't even need to talk about your love for each other, talk about normal things that you would talk about with your friends. Go places and do things together, and do not let anyone make you feel guilty about being in love with your cousin. There is nothing wrong with it and worldwide about 20% of all married couples are cousins.