I feel really alone lately and i have no idea what to do

I've been down for some time now. it probably started when my parents broke up and I started secondary schhol. Im nearly 15 and im really confused. I need somebody to talk to but I dont want to talk to anyone I know. I bottle all my feelings up and I...

never want to tell anyone, I hate myslef. I think im such a loser because most of the time im alone, I have friends but there not great, I dont get asked to go out anywhere by anyone I always have to ask and they are always busy! I feel like everyone is trying to avoid me. I've done things to myself I wish I didnt and I regret so many things. I put myself down all the time and I have nobody to talk to. I have no reason to talk anymore and I usually break down a lot with tears and I run away from home. I know I sound like my life is so terrible and you are thinking what a stupid kid, but I just want somebody to care or pay attention.
please help me
thank you

you need to talk to your parents or possibly talk to a councilor at school.
I know it's kind of awkward at first, but bottling up emotions is very unhealthy.
people care for you, you are probably just going through a depression.
you should deff set up a doctors appointment and get that checked out:\
I don't really know what to say I just hate to see people go through depression.
trust me I know just how you feel.
and it sucks.
I don't know.
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