I dont want to break up, help me

((Okay, this is probably the worst possible way to say this, and probably wont even really work, but I think you and I need to break up.
reasons why: first, we live on opposite sides of town, and neither of us drive (although its cool that youre...

getting your permit this summer) second, I have no money, and when I have money, I get it from dangerous things. third, I have been forbidden to date by my parents and another group of people id rather not p*ss off. fourth, we have never actually been on a date. think about it. that really makes this some sort of phantom relationship anyway. finally, I dont want to date at all next year. I feel much better single. that actually might be permanent. if any of this seems ridiculous to you, write me back.))

This is the email that my boyfriend sent to me while he was out of town. I am a hopeful person and I think that he isn't that sure of breaking up with me. I belive that we can fix some of the ridiculous reasons he pointed out, such as the no money thing. either I can provide the money or we can go out in dates that dont need money. I really like him and dont want for us to break up, but I dont want to force him to stay with me. Some of my friends think that he unwilling to go for a commitment, others said that he probably turned gay on me! I really want for us to stay together, and he should deal with his parents. What should I do? People say I should break up, but I dont want to. I already sent him an email on some of the stuff I felt, but I really want for us to personally talk about this, not do it by mail. What can I tell him to somehow make him believe that we still have a chance?

*sigh*..not sure entirely, but i would suggest telling him how much you love him..i'm going out with a girl who lives in harnett county..she moved on me, but i still go out..find a friend or someone and tell your parents you're going to a party..that's exactly what i did, and i got to hang out with stych and jessica..

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i do want to tell him i love him, but i am afraid of using such a powerful word. sometimes i wonder if 16 is an old enough age to know and comprehend what love really trully is. i decided to ask him if he is sure regarding want to break up with me, and to still carry out the plans to hangout in late June as we planned before. that way we can both talk and communicat emore smoothly and at the same time it can be our first/last date, depending on how it turns out.
does that sound like a good idea

umm..well, i mean, my friends have found love at 14, i found mine at 13..you can understand it..think of it as this..well, somewhat like this..if you could see your self falling asleep with this person and staying very close to them for about a year..you've probly fell semi-in love..but..i mean, just email me if you want faster discussions

yeah, go on a date together even if you don't go out..i mean, once you break up, you're probly still friends with benefits..you can make out with him and he'll be much closer..well, that's my experiences..0_0

friends with benefits?!?!?! i did that once, i really did not like it. I want a boyfriend who is my boyfriend.....and i dont have your email. and yea, i guess it semi-love then... i tend to put myself down sometimes.

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yeah, i put myself down all the time..i have a low ass self esteem, but jessica keeps insisting i'm sexy, sweet, etc., that everyone loves my voice(13 and deeper than my dad's and my math teacher's ^_^)..yeah, but..friends with benefits never lasts long..it always ends up in dating, or figuring out you're not really right for e/o..my friend was like since i'm moving to germany, we're just gonna be friends with benefits.. lasted 2 days..lol..but, yeah, email me at Fun mail me..i posted it up there earlier lol..w/e..stychrocks.com..my gf's bro is drummer, cousing guitarist/singer..i'm number 1 on their myspace top 8 ^_^

email me if you want anymore talking..

my aim is : Retardo2011

but i can't get on today