How much time

ok my bestfriend,love of my life, died two months ago and uhm like I figured I'd
be over it by now..but im not it still feels like it just happened,it hasnt gotten any easier either...

Death takes time to get over. Some people may get over it faster then other. But I have lost in my life and I still think about them and sometimes cry. Just try to stay positive, and think of the happy times you guys shared. It will get easier. I Promise.
Keep your head up-

1ST: I am sorry for your loss ...

Its too soon to expect to get over it and yes it hasn't gotten any easier... You have to give yourself a lot of time especially since this person was so special to you! There is a whole bunch of things you have to go through... Realize, Accept, Heal, Go on ... You are most likely barely starting to accept the fact that this person is gone. It won't be easy but with time it will get better. a lot OF TIME. you will never be able to FORGET it, but you will learn to move on and remember it in a way that won't hurt you so much.

Be strong and hang in there.

It's going to be rough for a while! It's not something that you get over fast.
I've lost people 6 years ago and will never stop thinking about them
if you're feeling down about it have a friend or someone listen while you just
talk about what you're thinking it will help. don't think of the fights you had
think of all the fun you had with each other and all of the memories you'll
hold in your heart forever. it's going to be hard for a while but you'll
get through it.
and I'm sorry for your loss!

I lost a friend once and you may never get over it but you might after a while not think bout it all the time but it will always hurt

hope this helped -Ricky Ullman™