How is this poem?

Hey! Heres a new poem I just wrote. Tell me what you think!

I have been digging through dusty drawers,
Forgotton closets and closed doors.
In hope of finding what I have lost,
Begging that I will pay no cost.

I have been staring into the sky,
Waiting for the answers through the night.
I have been longing to find my life,
I threw it away out of fear and strife.

I've been counting on you to tell me what to be,
When I know I should only count on me.
But now I feel helpless and tired and weak,
Unable to move, unable to speak.

And I wish I never made this mistake,
Never turned into something fake.
I have lost myself, I have lost my way,
So tell me can I make blue out of grey?

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it a beautifull poem

it really good, but it seems to be 3 diff. topics!