How can i make my self happy again ?

Hey,
Ok I Dont know why But Im Just All A suddon Depresed all the time.. and I dont know whats wrong ??
I dont know if it because My Grandpa Passed Away June 3 2007 I dont Know If It from that .. Or Sumthing eles But I know I was never depressed till I...

when Into JR.HIGH and ever scince I Came To Jr. High I have been Depressed !!
please Help

Try to realise that life is short! My mom passed away and I was so sad,deppressed and sad! I took long walks, picked up hobbies!

All my grandparents passed away. I had a hard time with it because they loved me sooo much and I felt like I would never have the chance to have that kind of love again. I cried a lot. Then I grew up and had some bad relationships and really felt like I would never be loved. Then I let jesus into my life, met a wonderful woman that was my princess and sweetheart and I totally knew love.

Then SHE died. I was devastated. I cried every day sometimes 3 or 4 times a day for many months. I talked about my pain with anyone who would listen. It has been 2 years and 4 months since that horrible day I came home and they told me she was dead.

I am happy sometimes, most of the time, but not all the time.

God bless you and I pray that you know happiness and love.

maybe you should see a therapist. dont be afraid to some of them really can help or go to a healthfood store and ask someone about st johnswort I hear as a natural remedy it has helped people somewhat. I have suffered from clinical depression in the past but since I made some lifestyle changes and changed my environment ie new friends new job etc I have been med free for 4 years. so now when I'm depressed it usually a situational thing and it doesnt last too long. of course the loss of a loved one can certainly be a situational thing as in your case , beware that the deoression may have already been ther and made worse by the loss please talk to your folks or a proffessional therapist or even call DR Joy Browns show she is a psychologist on the radio and when I listen to her show she always has great advice and has pulled the root cause from people just by asking the right questions dont wait too long tho depression isnt cool or 'CHIC' it is rather life threatening pet a kitten volunteer at th e local abandoned pet shelter go FIND things that make you happy good luck and god bless