How can I gain my friends' trust back?

I lost a friend because of my dark past. I used to lie a lot when I was young to make people like me. When I was young, my friends would be wealthy and happy, I was the moody one who was left out of d conversation. To get their attention, I started telling stories, stories which are made up. They slowly like the 'fake' me, and when they like the 'fake' me, we were as close as glued paper. But soon, they found out I was lying, and they started to stray away from me. I've changed my ways but they don't seem to trust me.

does this mean I dont have to trust myself? What is the point of trusting myself when others dont??

I gathered my friends once and we sorted my problems, but I still cant gain their trust, what should I do?

a day in my shoes would show you how terrible my life is, no one talks to me, I feel insecure ALWAYS and I'm afraid of losing more friends! what should I do?

well I had the same problam!I started to show I trust them by telling my secrets and I got freindship braclets to let them know I want them to be my friend and im sorry!I dont know if it helps but I tried