Friends or boyfriend

I have a boyfriend I love so much I talk to him all the time but I cant I get cant...I cant tell my friends I have a boyfriend!!! All my friends hate him he ws my boyfriend one time I told him just to be friends he said ok he asked me out I said I cant he said why you love me I know you do I said yes I love you so much...1day later he asked me out and I said yes I love him...I cant tell my friends he is my boyfriend my friends told me 100time 'he can rape me' no he is not I know him and you know what you dont know him you think you do but you dont!!!my friend said 'but we care about you'but I need help he is my boyfriend o and my friends told me I have to go out with one of my now friends hes ok but I love so much my boyfriend why go out with him...why him!!!why not my boyfriend I know he love me he stoped drugs for me to be happy and he tells me all the time 'I love you' and at night he tells me 'goodnight I love you' he is so hot but my friends tell me he is so not hot...(im sad if people tell me hes not hot but people do say it so im sad) and if he is my boyfriend I will a boyfriend but no friends no more and if he is not my boyfriend I will have friends and a...boyfriend I do not love!!!please help me please!!! And my friends will not understand and cant understand I told them 100 time "he love me I know it please stop telling me he does love me"my friends said"if you love him go for it"(they mean go for it we will stop being your friends)so I told him im going to be your friend not your girlfriend he said ok 3days later he was on msn he said "please go out with me I love you and you love me"I said I dont know I will think about it 2days later he was on msn he said "please go out with me"I said...yes!!!so he is my boyfriend but I cant tell my friends...my friends will kill me people say "he is a looser"(well people who are not has friends or who hate him"but I love him my friends dont understand...help me please!!!im sad I hate my friends...help please!!

Okay if I have understood this situation correctly, you really care about this guy but your friends don't think he's going to make you happy and want you to be with some other guy?
Talk to your friends about the whole situation and explain that all though you really value there opinion you just want to give this guy a chance, cosider why they have such a problem with him, and find a good arguement against it. Make it clear you don't want to lose there friendship but you can't deny how you feel. If they are true friends they'll understand.

you should never be ashamed of the person you choose to date.
whether you friends/family likes it or not.